If you even noticed her tonight, you would think that she looks like an ordinary suburban woman. Jacket, boots, calf-length skirt identifying her as a teacher in a religious school. Standing in the aisle looking for lean doggie food and Charmin Ultra. Standing in the checkout line reading the local newspaper and noting with satisfaction the defeat of the city councilman who sought to void a gay rights ordinance. Driving the several blocks home in the early darkness, enjoying the light from the houses set closely together when the neighborhoods were created seventy, eighty, ninety years ago.
But there's something about the waning nights of fall that evokes the melancholia of youth. Fall evenings when she strode across the fields of the Connecticut River Valley, wearing a jacket and boots with a much shorter skirt and much longer hair, ruing the demise of a relationship rushed into too fast and too far and ended too soon, trying to sort out whether she should let that hair swing down and waitress on the Vineyard or put on her big round tortoiseshell glasses and head for halls of ivy.
There's only one thing for a night like this. Pop a CD in and play Laura Nyro, LOUD ~ VERY LOUD, all the way home.
~ So let the wiiiiiind blow, Timer, I liiiiike your song.
And if the sooong goes minor, I won't mind . . . . ~
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Mount Holyoke?
Like a sweet gift
From above
Kind of moonlit
And signed with love
Filled with the sweetest
Melt-in-your-mouth thing
You could dream of
People wait
They hesitate
Its getting late
--"Late for Love"--Laura Nyro
It is so warm here that really Jan. & Feb. are the only time we get to wear warm clothes. That sucks since I am a sweater person :(.
Gabreael
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I LOVE Laura Nyro - that VOICE! Meanwhile, I have Lennon on in the background. There are parts of us that stay, aren't there? Our youthful sensitivities never leave. I know where you are tonight, Robin. I'm there with you, my dear,
Vicky
Gosh I can't even begin to put it in words, but somehow someway I have felt the same. It's always strange to know who we are now and look back to who we were then. Some things change, some don't.
Ari
I ALMOST had one of those moments myself, today. You wonder...whatever happened to that person of thirty years ago? You look at your life, and look back, and think, "That couldn't possibly have been me." Or, "This couldn't possibly BE me..." Marvelous post, Robin. Lisa :-]
Ohhh, I know this feeling. Always seems to show up around this time of year. " I wonder where you are .... I wonder if you think about me, Once upon a time, in your wildest dreams." Tina http://journals.aol.com/onemoretina/Ridealongwithme
Sometimes, you just have to let it blast and sing along at the top of your lungs! I did the same thing yesterday with Joni Mitchell's Free Man in Paris.
Your on the Guest Editors pick list this week! Congrats!
Congrats on being an editor's pick. -Dawn-
Lots of similar moments here lately as well. You give words to those experiences and feelings far better than I. But I am listening to Cat Stevens right now!
Congratulations on being inlcuded on the week's Editor's Pick list! Stacy
Congrats on being picked. I will have to visit your journal again.
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Blues, the blues that make the walls rush in ~ Walls that tell you where you've been - oh I do so love how these words feel. Deep breath, thank you. Wonderful post, let it all hang out and Congratulation of being choosen for the Editors Picks.
Marlene-PurelyPoetry
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None of us are ordinary. Loved this entry!
Nice, very nice.
Smiles,
Red
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